The fulcrum of chaos. Chaos encompasses. It is both order and disorder, good fortune and bad luck, joy and misery. Chaos is all things summed up into balance. You are moving towards and through the chaos. Chances are you will fall from grace or rise from the ashes at some point, maybe soon, maybe never. Resist the urge to struggle against it, for you will only end up where you were inevitably going, only now you’ll be worn out.
Embrace your misfortune as you accept your good luck. Witness and be grateful for your good luck as you would bemoan your troubles.