The following were some things that I recalled from an ayahuasca ceremony I participated in.
I appreciated my mother and saw that I need to start the process of taking over her business.
I realized the purpose of ritual is to slow down and honor and appreciate.
I saw the destroyer god in the fire. Consuming and making room for new growth.
I died. My body became still and my soul started the process of unzipping from the mortal coil. I processed each pain and in the end was a sweet release dissolving into the source.
I became every person who ever sat and sang in a circle through time.
I hugged a tree, let it hold me up.
I saw everyone in the circle connected through the portal. I saw everyone as beings of pure light connected through threads.
I saw [the facilitator] as an old woman channeling all the ancestors who say in leadership of a circle before.
I wore a helmet of pure light, like a space suit.